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WHAT'S IN IT FOR ME?
Trembling is the soul of one who is at odds with Me.
This soul is shivering in the darkness
beset by demons of self-destruction
who are sucking the very lifeblood
out of this poor soul who is lost in the wilderness.
I see your desolation.
I hear your shrieks cutting through the starkness of this darkness. Why do you cry so?
Are you not happy in your darkness?
Why do you tremble so?
Are you so filled with fear of Me because of the lies of the evil one that you literally shake in your soul?
Where is the freedom you once had
when you danced in My Son light?
How did you stumble into this dark, God forsaken place in your life? How did you cut yourself off from Me?
Tell Me.
Was your pursuit of the false god in your life
worth all of this trembling?
If you want relief, lift up your trembling hand to Me.
Call out to Me, even if faintly,
from the depths of the terror in your heart.
Use your atrophied will to show Me
you really and truly want Me to come to Me.
You are suffering from paralysis of the soul.
Everyone around you knows it.
Your voice is bitter.
Your mood is constantly sullen.
You are constantly angry for you know the condition of your soul.
I am here to seek to help you out of your personal hell
because others thought enough of you to pray to Me for you.
Do you wish Me to help you?
No?
Then stay in your self created prison of hatred.
Be gone with you.
You have chosen satan for all time.
Revel in your trembling.
Rejoice in your pain.
Live away from Me for all eternity.
Your "no's" have sealed your fate.
What?
You are reconsidering?
My poor lost one!
My Most Holy Spirit who reads hearts,
tells Me your response is a manipulation to get Me
to free you to sin some more.
Be off with you, then.
I do not know you.
Live forever in Gahanna.
You have chosen satan.
Live with him for all time.
Be out of My sight forever.
What now?
You are asking Me to give you a break?
After all you've done why should I?
In your words in the actions of your life,
"What's in it for Me?"
What can you offer Me that I do not already possess?
Wealth?
Why would I spend on anything I can create?
Power?
Are you kidding?
You, who are ready to go down for the third time, offer Me power?
I don't think so.
Fame?
My name is known everywhere.
No one really knows you and you are very forgettable.
No, there is absolutely nothing you have that interests Me.
In fact, I do not even want you in My kingdom.
The stench of sin from you is disgusting.
Get thee to the eternal fire across the abyss.
What?
You are offering Me your soul?
You've already hocked that a long time ago.
Weeell..
You finally hit on something that interests Me.
Let Me tell you, you have to be sincere.
I recognize insincerity one hundred feet away.
You will have to do exactly as I say
so that your trembling slows down and eventually stops.
I tell you what!
I'll give you a one-time trial to see how sincere you truly are.
Know this.
If you are playing games,
I have a special slide for you.
You will end up in hell faster than you can say satan.
So be it.
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